I’ve been on St John’s wort for 10 or so days now (I should really keep a record of when and how much I take this), I feel a lot more relaxed and happier, so it seems to be working. I haven’t had any breakthrough moments where I’m trying out things completely different in my life, just doing the same things as before but more chilled out, and more and peace with myself.
Time will tell if it’s had any real impact in my life, or if it’s just a placebo affect, I’ve booked an Essence-foundation.com course for the next weekend. A friend of mine suggested that I’d benifit from it, it’s like a group therapy course where people share expereicnes and feelings a bit like alcoholics anonymous 
and also has a seminar portion of it. It cost me £200 for the weekend (pretty cheap). I wanted to go on the course for months, but never had the money to do so. Recently I’ve made a small killing on my SEO work and have quite a ‘few bob’ to spend.
Even if I don’t get anything out of this, It’s still be worth it just to quench my curiosity of this course. My logic behind spending money on these sort of things is that If I’m ever going to regret something, I’d rather it be something I’ve done rather than something I haven’t done.
Right after this I’m going to throw myself in the deep end. I’m going travelling to Spain for a whole 10 days by myself, I’m anxious and excited at the same time. I’m anxious of being in a foreign non-english speaking country by myself, at the same time I know I’ll have lots of fun, and I’d never regret the experience I get from it.
Still just to be on the safe side, I guess it will motivate me to brush up on my spanish
