Got some stability back

It’s the 6th august right now and what has been going on since my last post? I’ve got a stable, fun and fulfilling part time job, that’s challenging me. In the job front I’m doing good, I’m also training hard as well and improving on all my lifts, however, I’m still missing out on the [...]

My new iPhone and iTunes are amazing

I kinda avoided using iTunes because it was unfamiliar to me, and I much preferred to play songs on a track by track basis on VLC players, and since windows media player stopped being an mp3 player and started to become more of a music managment device it because kinda difficult to manage.

I recently bought [...]

What should I wear for non-uniform day?

I came across this topic randomly whilst browsing the net, and I remember having a strong emotional response to this because it brought back some painful memories.

My family was very poor, when I was a kid I used to resort to stealing from my parents in order to buy stuff that all the other kids [...]

What I regret so much in my life and what I need to do in order to move on part 2

I don’t really like rehashing the same stuff over and over again, I don’t like dwelling on the negatives and I really want to post up constructive commentaries, not have to post up more and more negatives.

However sometimes dwelling on the negatives are important especially if they keep propping back up over and over again.

On [...]

What I really regret in life, and what I need to do in order to move on

A nagging seed of negativty I have is that I doubt myself a lot, this was made clear to me in the essence advance course.

I doubt myself in almost all areas of life, except for the routine elements which I have overcome by consistent practice over time, such as Gym, money making and my intelligence. [...]

Finished Pimsleur Level 2

Hey Guys and Girls

Just finished pimsleur spanish level 2, my comprehension and vocabulary has improved a lot, going to start level 3 soon, I might go and recap some of level 2 or just go straight on to level 3 tomorrow.

Angry at my dad

I made so much progress, and today I’ve hit an all time low. My dad’s been screaming and shouting upstairs, can’t really decypher what it was about, he shouts so fast and mumbles his words I cannot ever make out what the fuck he’s going on about. Plus he has a full set of false [...]

Depressed…Lonely

So I’m sitting here 10pm Saturday night, I’m bored out of my mind with nothing to do now, and nowhere to go. I got back from the gym an hour ago, and since then I’ve ate a grilled chicken breast (protein) and a bowl of meusli (the easiest carbohydrate source I could knock up).

I don’t [...]